... and i'm back to how i was when Mr u/d left.. totally crushed.
We've had a chat of sorts; would you believe, i tick all but one box on his list of wants.. (the one box being that i dont have pillar box red hair).. and yet he doesnt feel the same. he's not said that, but its the general idea. Here i was thinking.. i dont quite know what i thought but i know it had some disney-esque type ending.
So, now i know. I'm a moron for thinking anything good was going to come of it. And after he goes back, i dont think i can talk to him again. i dont think i could take it a 3rd time :(
NB - the real kick in the nuts, if he found someone who did tick all his boxes, would i be happy for him? Obvious answer is yes, i might not be thrilled about it but if he's happy then thats what counts.
How great do i feel now? wonderful. Not.
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